tgy

bhvgh

miserable

jst update my upu,,,
kemaskini balek,,tak tahu mana nk pilih,,
course,,,,,ipta,,,,,,,,,,,
mse 1st isi semangat berkobar-kobar nk g unimass.
nk g jaoh kononnye.
skunk bile pkir balek...........
boleh ke ak survive..cmne nk angkut brang ke airport..laluan kat sane..care hidup kt sane..
mase asasi..duduk palam pun ak da bnyak nyusahkan family..
selangor je kott..dgn brangnye y bnyak..kne tinggal bus lah..balek naek bus trun kt bandar, tu pom susa nk sruh org amik.. ma taleyh drive. ika tade lesen.
klu g unimass..sape nk amik ak kt airport..kemaman tade airport..
pling dkt kt KT n kuantan..
ak tukar lah,,ta jadik unimass,,tp ak ltak jugak unimass uh.
then course.................
neh mslah jugak..
asalnye nk electric or mechanical,,
but..mechanical..ak ta minat kete..ak tataw struktur kreta pom..
perlu ke ak ltak electrical 1st??
tp elctrical cm rmae je y amek..
cmne neh...takot la hidup ngn reality neh..
bnyaknye cabaran..bnyak kne bwat pilihan..
ak tanak nyusahkan family ble ak bwat degree nnti..
tanak mcm mse asasi..da tanak dwit msuk tetiap bulan..
da tanak manje2 dh..ak da 19..nk blaja brdikari..
ak perlu brdikari..perlu kumpul duit sndrik..
camne neh..perlu ke ak mintak unimass jugak..
tu je peluang ak ntok brdikari..jaoh dr family,,
*eh2,,alang ak kt sabah je =.=''*
scholarship..ak tade keyakinan,,pointer bkn bnyak pun,,ckup2 mkan..
lupekan scholarship uh..
nk bwat pnjaman mara ntuk degree nnti..
ehhhhh ak tataw lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hellcome to weirdo's cottage!!

this is ma home page,, ima a girl,,weird,,,,,,,,,,,,,kinda^^
loves MYSELF fuckin' damn much,,nway,,,,,,,,,,,
hellcome 
to weirdo's 
cottage!!

11 january 2012 - im 19

just clebrate ma bday,,,this year just ok~
thnks to ma friends then,,me??ima not too interest to clebrate ma bday like others,,
just spend money n buy a gift for maself~yupp!!ima irregular~
2 days b4 bday,,went out wth high school mate,,SYILOH BABA NADYA,,went to sunway~~~~~~
first plan is to da wetworld,,wht ta fck is, its renovate for 2 weeks,,,spoil~
da la kuar2 uh ak ta mandy~~bajetnyer, wtpe nk mandy, kn nk maen air gak,,hum3~tgok tut0p!!
then used the scond plan,,sunway for ice skating,,another fck thin' is i'd injured my elbow,,
huuuh,,its really really really fucking SAKETT!!!
forget it!! a day b4,,went out wth my classmates SHERA DAYAH.AR. PAPAN,,
went to s.alam for lunch,,,then ima kinda burst of laugh wht tht girl,,ahhahahhahahhahahha,,,
u so lame lahhhh~~ *u know which girl i mean* shes so malaysia n,,thts not suit her well,,
ohoooo,,sdap ak kutok~ ak pom sme gak kott,,but ima not malaysia style lahh!!
bhahahhahahhahahhaaaa,,,,,nothin' to say lah,,actually ima not hate but dislike!!ahahha~
shera spent almost 100 for lunch,,i think,,if tht girl not join,,it will not be this much,,
hello~~i hate a person who only accept but not give back,, bkan ak ta eclass,,tp agak lah kan,,bnyak uh dwit kne kuarkan,,,,ak pom da kne,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ari uh ckap pinjam,,tp ta bg blek,,never mind~ halal dh^^
then at night,,a 'surprised' i think,,ahahhahah,,my mood kinda unhappy cos of tht girl,,,
aauuuuhhhh,,why ma bday is wth tht kind of girl,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
am i happy wth ma bday?? no feeling but kinda uhappy but grateful,,,
gratefull to ma friends for da clebration but ima not a person who clebrate bday wth others,, i just clebrate it wth maself,,gives more loves to maself,,so, when they try to clebrate it,,ima kinda uhappy bcos ma time wth ma beloved self is disturb,,didnt mind if it 2 days or a day before,,but when it already 11 january 00:01 am,,just leave me alone wth maself,,,,,,,,,,,,~ just assume they dnt know,,who knows me?? nobody,,only me n maself~ aahhhhhhhh,,,i loves maself to0 much~
ahhhhaaaahhh,,one more thin'!! i cnt found ma HAEBARARKII!!
just wish someone gives me as a gift,,,~
wht i bought fo maself
#sandal
#bottle
#headphone
#jacket
#infinite n shinee 2012 calendar
*too much i think~=.=' who cares!!
ohoooo,,i talk too much today,,maybe its long time ima not post here,,,
too many stories to spilt out,,ahhahahhahahhahh,,,
me is me,,me is weirdo,,

new year's resolution!!

hello 2012,,~
huuu,,ent to ICT to countdown,,
with my family*sigh,,just hope hve a bf to celebrate together,,,
hum3!!dont worry~ my love story next post,,
this post of coss lah for my resolutions!!
1- study MORE
2-patience MORE
3-diet MORE
4-saving MORE
hum3~just same as other resolution,,
ahahhaha,,but it will still same bcos,,that are most important aspects..
INTELLIGENCE    MANNER      PHYSICAL    MONEY
also wanna be more lovely~more cutiey~
huuuu,,,become more! more! n more!!
UP!!UP!!UP!!!
                                         love : weirdo-ssi~

i wanna be known!

yess,,i wanna be known by people,,why??dunno why~~
ye la,,hdop ak neh,, mcam2 karenah ak neh,,
smpae ak sndrik pom x than,,huuuu~~
as usual,,DP fb ak kn pic beloved2 oppa ak,,huuu,,
ak ta keysah pom org tataw rupa ak,,
then ble rse nk pemess cket,,ak tkarlah pic ak,,
hummm,,sumer post ak,,comment ak,,bnyak je y like,,
friend request pom bnyak je,,
im not said ima pretty,,im actually not confident wth my physical,,
but people likes it,,for me,, its horrable!!
when there r too many IM n i've got bored wth noti that said this people like n this people like my post, today i change my pic again,,of coss to my beloved oppas!!ahahhaha~
thats me,,i dont wanna be hot,,but wanna be noticed by people!!
yess! im that kind of girl!!
ahha,,,im happy now with my post,,nobody like it,,
i feel save to ost bout my oppas,,
i think this is new me,,maybe i'll change it if i want people realise ima exist~
ahhhhhahahah~~~~
hum3~post neh mcam ckap ak perasan jah kan,,ima not kay!huuuhu^^
its just normal things that wanted by people like me,,~
u r not??hum2~u r dissnormal than!kekekek^^
just wanna be more co0l and cheerful~
*its hard for me~sigh~~~

ma boy~

hum!hum!!
,,,,,the topic that i cant say a lot,,~TT TT,,*knyuknyu*
on 1st sem,,i have someone that i like,,ahahxx,,*blushing*
last week,,i bring out all my strength to say 'HI' to him on FB_IM,,
errkk,,,dye reply cm tanak reply jah,,
then,,i'll give up~~
now im back to my K-POP!!
im now realize to not give a hope for boys,,,im a failure yarl~
LOVE LOOSER?? yeah,,coz nobody seems attract with me,,
ima invisible yah,,,huuuuu,,TT TT=.='
ahhhhhh,,,never mind,,still have my HUBBY!!
*seungho,g0,junhyung,minjun,ho0n,and many more HUBBYs!*
~>.<~
                                          love looser : weirdo-ssi