11 january 2012 - im 19

just clebrate ma bday,,,this year just ok~
thnks to ma friends then,,me??ima not too interest to clebrate ma bday like others,,
just spend money n buy a gift for maself~yupp!!ima irregular~
2 days b4 bday,,went out wth high school mate,,SYILOH BABA NADYA,,went to sunway~~~~~~
first plan is to da wetworld,,wht ta fck is, its renovate for 2 weeks,,,spoil~
da la kuar2 uh ak ta mandy~~bajetnyer, wtpe nk mandy, kn nk maen air gak,,hum3~tgok tut0p!!
then used the scond plan,,sunway for ice skating,,another fck thin' is i'd injured my elbow,,
huuuh,,its really really really fucking SAKETT!!!
forget it!! a day b4,,went out wth my classmates SHERA DAYAH.AR. PAPAN,,
went to s.alam for lunch,,,then ima kinda burst of laugh wht tht girl,,ahhahahhahahhahahha,,,
u so lame lahhhh~~ *u know which girl i mean* shes so malaysia n,,thts not suit her well,,
ohoooo,,sdap ak kutok~ ak pom sme gak kott,,but ima not malaysia style lahh!!
bhahahhahahhahahhaaaa,,,,,nothin' to say lah,,actually ima not hate but dislike!!ahahha~
shera spent almost 100 for lunch,,i think,,if tht girl not join,,it will not be this much,,
hello~~i hate a person who only accept but not give back,, bkan ak ta eclass,,tp agak lah kan,,bnyak uh dwit kne kuarkan,,,,ak pom da kne,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ari uh ckap pinjam,,tp ta bg blek,,never mind~ halal dh^^
then at night,,a 'surprised' i think,,ahahhahah,,my mood kinda unhappy cos of tht girl,,,
aauuuuhhhh,,why ma bday is wth tht kind of girl,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
am i happy wth ma bday?? no feeling but kinda uhappy but grateful,,,
gratefull to ma friends for da clebration but ima not a person who clebrate bday wth others,, i just clebrate it wth maself,,gives more loves to maself,,so, when they try to clebrate it,,ima kinda uhappy bcos ma time wth ma beloved self is disturb,,didnt mind if it 2 days or a day before,,but when it already 11 january 00:01 am,,just leave me alone wth maself,,,,,,,,,,,,~ just assume they dnt know,,who knows me?? nobody,,only me n maself~ aahhhhhhhh,,,i loves maself to0 much~
ahhhhaaaahhh,,one more thin'!! i cnt found ma HAEBARARKII!!
just wish someone gives me as a gift,,,~
wht i bought fo maself
#sandal
#bottle
#headphone
#jacket
#infinite n shinee 2012 calendar
*too much i think~=.=' who cares!!
ohoooo,,i talk too much today,,maybe its long time ima not post here,,,
too many stories to spilt out,,ahhahahhahahhahh,,,
me is me,,me is weirdo,,

new year's resolution!!

hello 2012,,~
huuu,,ent to ICT to countdown,,
with my family*sigh,,just hope hve a bf to celebrate together,,,
hum3!!dont worry~ my love story next post,,
this post of coss lah for my resolutions!!
1- study MORE
2-patience MORE
3-diet MORE
4-saving MORE
hum3~just same as other resolution,,
ahahhaha,,but it will still same bcos,,that are most important aspects..
INTELLIGENCE    MANNER      PHYSICAL    MONEY
also wanna be more lovely~more cutiey~
huuuu,,,become more! more! n more!!
UP!!UP!!UP!!!
                                         love : weirdo-ssi~

i wanna be known!

yess,,i wanna be known by people,,why??dunno why~~
ye la,,hdop ak neh,, mcam2 karenah ak neh,,
smpae ak sndrik pom x than,,huuuu~~
as usual,,DP fb ak kn pic beloved2 oppa ak,,huuu,,
ak ta keysah pom org tataw rupa ak,,
then ble rse nk pemess cket,,ak tkarlah pic ak,,
hummm,,sumer post ak,,comment ak,,bnyak je y like,,
friend request pom bnyak je,,
im not said ima pretty,,im actually not confident wth my physical,,
but people likes it,,for me,, its horrable!!
when there r too many IM n i've got bored wth noti that said this people like n this people like my post, today i change my pic again,,of coss to my beloved oppas!!ahahhaha~
thats me,,i dont wanna be hot,,but wanna be noticed by people!!
yess! im that kind of girl!!
ahha,,,im happy now with my post,,nobody like it,,
i feel save to ost bout my oppas,,
i think this is new me,,maybe i'll change it if i want people realise ima exist~
ahhhhhahahah~~~~
hum3~post neh mcam ckap ak perasan jah kan,,ima not kay!huuuhu^^
its just normal things that wanted by people like me,,~
u r not??hum2~u r dissnormal than!kekekek^^
just wanna be more co0l and cheerful~
*its hard for me~sigh~~~

ma boy~

hum!hum!!
,,,,,the topic that i cant say a lot,,~TT TT,,*knyuknyu*
on 1st sem,,i have someone that i like,,ahahxx,,*blushing*
last week,,i bring out all my strength to say 'HI' to him on FB_IM,,
errkk,,,dye reply cm tanak reply jah,,
then,,i'll give up~~
now im back to my K-POP!!
im now realize to not give a hope for boys,,,im a failure yarl~
LOVE LOOSER?? yeah,,coz nobody seems attract with me,,
ima invisible yah,,,huuuuu,,TT TT=.='
ahhhhhh,,,never mind,,still have my HUBBY!!
*seungho,g0,junhyung,minjun,ho0n,and many more HUBBYs!*
~>.<~
                                          love looser : weirdo-ssi

NEW SEM,,NEW ME~

ahahaaaaaa,,long time ima not being here~~~
,,,,,,,,,FYI,,,im already in new semester!!!final sem!!
wuuuhuuu,,,wawaweeee~~x sbar seyh nk abes asasi,,,,,,,!
just about my new me,,,,
,,,,ima talking too much i think~ahahaaaa,,,sampae ad org tegur ckap im talking NONSTOP!,,
errkkk,,not my mistake,,,im always like this when no earphone on me,,,LOL^^
actually,,thats not my new me,,its my original me,,,,GIRL THAT LOVES TALKING NONSENSE??
ahahahaaa,,,,but sometimes im just mention that some people look me so annoying,,,
uhmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,,,,should i be my 1st sem of me??errkkk,,,miserable!!*stop thinking!*
ahhhh~~just hope i'll get more confident n happy with myself!!!!
one thing!! lately, i just mentions that my tempered r slowly shown,,,
kyyaaa!!!andwae!!i should be more careful control my tempered,,,haiisshh,,my tempered is my biggest history,,nobody here cn know it,,,,,,,,,,,i should be more careful~~ok??ahahhaha^^
lastly!!! i just wanna be MORE lovely,,MORE lively,,MORE cute,,n MOREMOREMORE!!!
come0n!!come0n!!!>.<!!
                                                                                                           love : weirdo-ssi

my best boy friend!!

lol,,long time ima not here,,just visitng n posting,,,,,,,,,,~
about,,,,,my friend!!! my best boy friend!!
friend since form2 i think~
lalala~sme class,,table besides mine,,
just a story for tonight,,,i just think,,bdak neh x kapel2 ke??
x la huduss,,comeyh jah,,bdan pom lawa,,*kuross,,like!!*
hahaha,,then,,just asking him to carik awek,,ayt dye,
,>ak ngah kapel ngan mak ak,,tnggu ak clash dlu la<
ad ke ptot!!haiisshh~~then dye cter sal stalker dye,,ooooo,,
sejak ble adek ak neh HOT!! hppy lerr dgar cter dye,,,
but, somethng mke me really HOT!! dye x lyan pompuan uh,,
hey,,wtf???lyan jep la,,,adooiiii,,,pure la mamat neh!!
last word for him......yah!! bcome a bad boy is not always bad lorh,,player the wanted person for girls,,lets become hot since u still young!!arasso???
p/s- waiting for go0d news from u that said,,:"i have a girlfriend now!!"
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go0d news di tgah2 mlam!!

ESOP TADEW CLASS CSC!!!
YEAYYEAY!!!!!!!
HALLELUJAH!!!
WAWAWEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,TDO SMPAE KUL 10!!

preparation for special physics quiz~

mlam neh abes momentom,,bley la uh kot,,
esop nk start ngan SHM,,
susaa la tjok uh,,spe nk ajar neh,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
x fham cket pom!!
prlu dpat tnggi quiz neh,,,bekap mrkah test 1 ak y FAIL uh,,,,
huuuuuuu,,,,,tkot,,,,~
esop tman classmate kuar,,,
ok gak,,bru la ak bgon awl cket,,
x la ak tdo smpae kul 4 ptang lak~
tmorrow start SHM!!!
arap2 la dpat fham~
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,LOVE : weirdo-ssi

aku taw ak bodo!!

tdik dpat krtas quiz physics,,,
lalala,,as usual failed!!
11/30
lpas class uh ak g la singgah toilet jap,,
ngah2 nk beyki kaen uh,,ak dgar la smething
3 org ngah brckap,,
*noby uh x pnah lulos quiz n,,sayang,,mke lawa tp otak lembap*
org kedua plak smbung,,
*tngkorak ko lawa,,cm sial je mke dye ak tgok,,seswai la bodo*
org ketiga plak nyampuk
*haah,,gemox plak uh,,dye gemok n*
AKU TAW LA AKU X BRAPEW PNDAE X CM KORUNK!!
NG NGUMPAT UH JGAN LA BG AK DGAR,,

sdeyh tramat sgat taw ak,,ary neh dh bpew kali nanges,,nmpak bku physics jah ak nanges,,
tdik tnggu YNA on9,,tp x on9 pom,,nk tepon kdit tadew,,
then ak criter kt SYAFA,,
rse lega cket lpas cter kt org,,
slame neh,,pndam dlam aty jah,,
nk berborak pom tadew org,,
idop ak ngan lptop ak n intrnet jah
kwan2 class,,uuhhmmm,,,trpakse la maneskan mke,,
biarpom dye kutok ak kaw2~
tp,,idop ak slame neh mmg sorunk2 jah pom,,
kwan2 ak,,,,SHINEE HELLO BABY,,2PM IDOL ARMY,,MAGBANSHI,,UKISS VAMPIRE,,CHEFF KISS,,,n mcam2 lagik reality show y ad lam lptop ak neh,,,,
ak syunk lptop lgik bayak dr bdak2 cni!!!
*this is my life now!!*
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,LOVE : weirdo-ssi

spoil~

ary neh,,first period class tutor physics,,,gosshhh,,,
spoil gle mo0d,,i hate physics!!!!
ottoke~~
tiap kli ad ttor physics jah ak jdik bad mo0d,,
smpae la abes class uh,,spatotnyer ak rest 3 jam taw,,
but lect chm plak wat hal,,nk wt class 1 jm lewatt,,
ak neh da la lpas neh ad quiz csc,,
engat csc uh snang ka???ak bce pom x agy,,
tension tol klu jdual perancangan ak trganggu,,
but ak taw msty ad hikmat dye,,~
mse 1 jam uh,,ak naek atas,,amek bku berat uh,,
then,,quiz csc,,alhamdulillah!!ak bley jwab,,bu tataw la mrkah 6t cmne,,
nway,,,,hari neh mmg spoil!!!
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,LOVE : weird0

dear u,, MR CUTIE~

kamoo bdak comeyh,,haha,,
first nmpak kt fb lam group asasi ngine,,,
haaaha,,berkenan la kt kamoo!!
then stop kt c2 jah,,
when i start to forget bout u,,,
its starts again whn i saw u at bazar kt pdang kawad!!
waaawaweeee,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,~~
hepy x trkata seyh,,kamo0 sgat comeyh,,
engtkan pic jah comeyh,,reality pom sgat comeyh!!
then everyday i go there to see u,,,
but,,u not there,,,,,,,,,so sad!!
just twice i found u there,,,,
first with white tshirt,,*bru blek dr class kot*
scond with kemeja purple kotak2!!*menyerlah seyh,,da la kamoo uh puteyh*
then today!!!we in a sme bus!!!
so0o0o0o,,,,xcited!!!!heheheh
but kamo0 x pndang cket pom kt sye neh~~
msty sye bkan tste kamo0 kn,,huuuhu*cdeyh2*
nway,,still hepy,,~~
puas sye tgok muke kamo0 tadik!!
first boy tht mke me smile whn i see him after zhanex!!
huuuhu,,kamo0 da tlong sye mansuhkan zhanexx~
i know ur name,,ur hometown,,ur group,,~~
huuuu,,,
but,,u absolutely did not know me~
msty ko akn ckap,,,
*aiikk??ad kewp bdak neh kt palam??xpnah nmpak pom~*
hahah,,cdeyh lagik!!
tpi,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,kamo0 mmg comeyh la!!!
sipjeom manjeom!!!!10/10!!
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,LOVE FROM : weirdo-ssi

weekend again with baba n syiloh

huuuuu,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,bukak pose ngan my bf!!!
tdik minah 2 org uh lmbat smpae,,huuh!! mrah toll!!
ak y jaoh pom ley smpae dlu,,,,~~
jlan2 kt sacc mall,,,,pkns,,,n pas~~
citer nyer,,si syilohs neh nk bli kasut,,
crik la kasut,,,,,,,,,,,sumer kdae kami msuk neh,,
smpae nk jlan pom da ta larat,, pose n,,kekeke^^ *bangga plak*
but,,lastly, x bli pom!!huuuh!! ak da agak dh!!
da bese,,dye neh mmg cmneyh,,drik pm1 ak knal dye,,
outig sme2,,dye mmg cmneh!!
then ktorunk g crik tmpat nk bukak pose,,decide2,,gado2,,
nk g kenny,,but, sumer da di booking ler,,
hbat nyewp org y booking stu kenny uh,,,
last2 mkan kfc jah,,huuuhu,,x lpas hajat nk mkan STEAMBOAT~
balek plak,,,huhuhu,,budak comeyh balek skali ngan ak~~
wawaweeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!epy trsgat amat neh!!
pkae bju mlayu coklat/ornge,,*ak ta pasty* ngan suar slack KETAT!!
bhahahah!!comeyh la kamoo,,~
cdeyh nyewp,,dye x tgok pom ak,,
nmpak sgat x laku neh,,,huuuuuhhhh~~
*sorry no photos*
p/s : mlas la nk upload~~

pose~!

uuhhhmmm,,,scond day pose~
just like usual,,nothin' more nothin' less,,,
but my plan x berjalan lar~~
wtf???
ok,,i'll try tmorow~~
uuhhm,,,mybe not,,day after tmorrow???
ok!!day after tmorrow!!!
just oat + soybean!!!
fiber litchin??gosshh,,,
lme da x mkan,,
cm x effect papew pom~~
watever it is,,
i'll start da day after tmorrow~~
will telll u so0n perkmbangan dye,,kekeke
going to sleep now,,,,
want to wke up early to stdy chmstry!!
this week chmstry n maths,,
next week full physics!!
okie~~got to go,,,
n sorry~i dont hve a mood to change da colour yo mke it more INTRESTING!!
im to LAZY!!!

what in my mind~

something in m mind right now!!
-wanna loss a weight b4 raya,,,*can i??*
-tmorrow is monday!!!gosshhh,,kinda sucks~
-study for physics*but i understand nothing~~*
-want to love someone~~*but who loves me?*

sunway with SYILOH n BABA!!

hangout with my school friends a.k.a my bestfriends to SUNWAY!!!
gosh,,,to0 tired,,,buying nothing but seems like my purse is empty!!!waeyo????
haaaha,,,
wat da fun,,,we go to ecco shop!! syira nk bli bag katenyer,,,lteyh survey mane lawa,,last2
berkenan yang kat ecco!!
ak pom bkenan gak,,lawa,,but,,its bag pack!! ak x pkae la bagpack,,,
pnyer la lmer dye mmilih,,last2 baba y bli bag uh,,,hahah
then dye bli y style sme but colour laen,,cyan~
akuh plak pegy ke TL,, crik bag!!
and i've got it!!!
dapat discount!!i like~~
one thing wanna told here,,i've found a shop name 2PM STYLE!!
bhahaha,,terkejot akuh~
then what da best about sunway is,,,,,,,,,
ASIAN AVENUE!!!
who know??hands up!!
its just like a street shops!!
so cool,,feel like at SHIBUYA!!
da la stiap mse lgu korean,,mmg jadik la concept dye,,
brang branded n verstyle,,but hrga murah la,,,~
will go there again next tyme!!!!
SUNWAY SHIBUYA!!WAIT FOR ME!!!
kekeke^^  end~
*SORRY NO PHOTOS*

sehari sblom balek PALAM~

esop da nk blek palam,,cmne nk balek akuh tataw,,wait n see jep la,,,
sesat2 pom,,dlam mlaysia jah,,,heeeee,,,
tadik,,lunch,,,kakak msak carbonara!!!bese ak x ske taw,,tp tdik akuh mkan jah,,lpor seyh!!
the kul 4 uh,,,,dye order pizza,,,sial,,,muak gile,,,,!!KENYANG!!
mlam pulak,,pegy downtown~~melawat alang,,,pegy mkan pulak,,,
i order for pattaya no sauce,,,,nk muntah da mkan bnyak2~~~
muak gle tekak neyh,,,perot x pnah kenyang,,tekak jah loya,,muak!!
kter nk diet,,,mati la klu cmneyh prangae ak~~
ima die!!ima die!!

ke"bolop"an~

smalam,,sgat BOLOP dirikuh neh,,
rse cm BANGANG jah,,,
muet bwu dftar,,i-learn taley bkak,,,kuar rumah tbe2 kaki trpeleot,,,nk mandy, kpale trhantuk kt pintu,,
lpas siap mandy, trjtoh lm toilet,,,,
MASALAH!!!!!! sket aty toll~
ary neh,,muet da siap daftar,,i learn da bley bkak,,but,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
WHY IMA DIPLOMA STUDENTS???
waeyo???mslah la,,sok kne g PJABAT ASASI lagik!!!
malas la...............................!
tataw nk wtpew,,ble da ngadap lptop neh,,,
hahhahahhahah,,,,bku cmpak tepi la der~
tapew2~nk stalk dlu,,,,
tp mo0d mmg x bpew BAEK lorh~

long time no see~

wahahahha,,,,da berkurun da akuh x bukak blog neh,,,,
mianhae,,my apple msuk jamban la,,,ooo,,,my lovely ank buah,,cerdik gilooo!!!
uuhhhmm,,,my life starts now!!! uitm jah,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,!
tetiap ary akuh panjat tngga,,omma!!!!leteyh cam sial,,,sial pom x seletih akuh,,
pew yep nk tlis,,tadew cter best kt cni lorh,,blaja msuk kuliah,,,,
sesat2~~ aku mmg mke sesat la,,,my friends pom da lali daaaa~~
oooooopppppp,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,stop la der,,,nk berfb plak loooorrhhh!
kekekke^^

Chinese??

Haaaha,,,smalam my first day keje taw,,
Dtang lmbt cket,,my sis suh pkae bju something neh,,kuh pom pkae jep la,,,
Dtang2,,kekeke,,cm npe jep,,klu kuh taw bek pkae tshirt jah,,then dye bg bju tshirt suh akuh slin,,ad pkerja c2,,,chinese,,pompuan,,dye dtang lmbt cket,,jd dye xde r mse akak akuh prknalkn akuh tuh,,dye tbe jep ckap cine ngan akuh,,,aiyyaaa,,lu ingat saya chinese ka?? Im malay laaa,,,aigooo,,,mengom n,,pastuh,,ngah jge counter tuh,,tbe auntie neh,,uuuhhhmmm,,, u,,,malay n??akuh pom jwab,,hah??yep,,,~
Aigooo,,,muke kuh mke chinese ka??mte kuh sepet ka??
Mengom molep n,,nway,,myfirst day keje hbat r,,syok,,mle tuh xtaw nk wt pew,,then last tuh bwu mhir cket,,,i'll write about my work time next tyme,,,
Ok,,,its over!!

Ipad,,,,,!

Heeehe,,sje try post use my ipad,,ooppss,,
I mean my sis pnyer,,kekeke,,lawa la pulak tgok blog kuh neh ble lm ipad neh,,
Kne beli stu ipad neh nnti,,syok jah nk pkae,,waaaa,,,
Love it,,love it,,love it~
tp susa plak nk tkar wrna tlisan neh,,kekeke,,
Tpew2,,kuh ske la typing using this thing,,,
Love ipad,,,