2nd day of crying.

7sept2012...another sept...another day in MDS...
tings happened :
*tepon jtuh dlam lubang tandas n x jumpe...i have no phone right now!!#dying!
*supposely aku da kt rumah n balek taw ary neh...sial punye psal vice pangarah uh x kasik balek..lu apehal MISRA oii!! geram aku ha,..ak mintak ngn pgarah dr 3 ary lpas taw nk balek kmpung ary neh ..ok2 jep dye bagi ..da siap isi borang dh ha...tadik g blik nk amek borang uh..si misra neh x kasik aku balek..katenye taleyh balek klao stakat akak kawen jep...helll la kao!! borang uh da di cop disahan da kott..bg jep la kt aku!! bangang!! pengarah bagi jep kao suke2 x bg..da la ticket da beli!! nk kuar ngn syirah ptang tu pom cancel..bangang!!
*im like a stupid wth no one when im without my phone..suffering day without my phone.. #cant imagine how is tomorrow..
*didnt eat lunch bcause i want it..lol..me prefer sleep!!#zzzzzzzz
*waiting for my friend to eat tgether..but in the end,,,she already eat before me..sucks right..we're already promise to eat tgether bfore!! i didnt eat dinner also..
*going to ponteng mds..balek2 drik ceramah tros msuk bilik..bkan ponteng pun...balek bilik awl 30 mnit je kott...already change my clothes.....n u know wht.. me back to hall again because this freaked friend.. now im like bullshit.. n my shit to bcause i am a follower!!

NOW IM HUNGRY!!! TIRED!! SLEEPY!!
DONT WANNA TAKE A BATH..JUST MY FINGERS CAN DANCE HERE!!
LOLOLOLOLO......sleeep!! zzzzzzzz

1st day of crying

since morning...
*air breakfast tumpah...habes baju kurung aku n naek atas salin baju..
dunno why sdeh sgat..smpae ats puas gak nanges..
maybe coz smalam uh MDS mcm sial kott..jerit sane..jerit sini...sume bangang!!

degree!!

1 sept 2012..daftar msuk degree..ok..just here jst wanna save this data here..

tgy

bhvgh

miserable

jst update my upu,,,
kemaskini balek,,tak tahu mana nk pilih,,
course,,,,,ipta,,,,,,,,,,,
mse 1st isi semangat berkobar-kobar nk g unimass.
nk g jaoh kononnye.
skunk bile pkir balek...........
boleh ke ak survive..cmne nk angkut brang ke airport..laluan kat sane..care hidup kt sane..
mase asasi..duduk palam pun ak da bnyak nyusahkan family..
selangor je kott..dgn brangnye y bnyak..kne tinggal bus lah..balek naek bus trun kt bandar, tu pom susa nk sruh org amik.. ma taleyh drive. ika tade lesen.
klu g unimass..sape nk amik ak kt airport..kemaman tade airport..
pling dkt kt KT n kuantan..
ak tukar lah,,ta jadik unimass,,tp ak ltak jugak unimass uh.
then course.................
neh mslah jugak..
asalnye nk electric or mechanical,,
but..mechanical..ak ta minat kete..ak tataw struktur kreta pom..
perlu ke ak ltak electrical 1st??
tp elctrical cm rmae je y amek..
cmne neh...takot la hidup ngn reality neh..
bnyaknye cabaran..bnyak kne bwat pilihan..
ak tanak nyusahkan family ble ak bwat degree nnti..
tanak mcm mse asasi..da tanak dwit msuk tetiap bulan..
da tanak manje2 dh..ak da 19..nk blaja brdikari..
ak perlu brdikari..perlu kumpul duit sndrik..
camne neh..perlu ke ak mintak unimass jugak..
tu je peluang ak ntok brdikari..jaoh dr family,,
*eh2,,alang ak kt sabah je =.=''*
scholarship..ak tade keyakinan,,pointer bkn bnyak pun,,ckup2 mkan..
lupekan scholarship uh..
nk bwat pnjaman mara ntuk degree nnti..
ehhhhh ak tataw lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hellcome to weirdo's cottage!!

this is ma home page,, ima a girl,,weird,,,,,,,,,,,,,kinda^^
loves MYSELF fuckin' damn much,,nway,,,,,,,,,,,
hellcome 
to weirdo's 
cottage!!

11 january 2012 - im 19

just clebrate ma bday,,,this year just ok~
thnks to ma friends then,,me??ima not too interest to clebrate ma bday like others,,
just spend money n buy a gift for maself~yupp!!ima irregular~
2 days b4 bday,,went out wth high school mate,,SYILOH BABA NADYA,,went to sunway~~~~~~
first plan is to da wetworld,,wht ta fck is, its renovate for 2 weeks,,,spoil~
da la kuar2 uh ak ta mandy~~bajetnyer, wtpe nk mandy, kn nk maen air gak,,hum3~tgok tut0p!!
then used the scond plan,,sunway for ice skating,,another fck thin' is i'd injured my elbow,,
huuuh,,its really really really fucking SAKETT!!!
forget it!! a day b4,,went out wth my classmates SHERA DAYAH.AR. PAPAN,,
went to s.alam for lunch,,,then ima kinda burst of laugh wht tht girl,,ahhahahhahahhahahha,,,
u so lame lahhhh~~ *u know which girl i mean* shes so malaysia n,,thts not suit her well,,
ohoooo,,sdap ak kutok~ ak pom sme gak kott,,but ima not malaysia style lahh!!
bhahahhahahhahahhaaaa,,,,,nothin' to say lah,,actually ima not hate but dislike!!ahahha~
shera spent almost 100 for lunch,,i think,,if tht girl not join,,it will not be this much,,
hello~~i hate a person who only accept but not give back,, bkan ak ta eclass,,tp agak lah kan,,bnyak uh dwit kne kuarkan,,,,ak pom da kne,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ari uh ckap pinjam,,tp ta bg blek,,never mind~ halal dh^^
then at night,,a 'surprised' i think,,ahahhahah,,my mood kinda unhappy cos of tht girl,,,
aauuuuhhhh,,why ma bday is wth tht kind of girl,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
am i happy wth ma bday?? no feeling but kinda uhappy but grateful,,,
gratefull to ma friends for da clebration but ima not a person who clebrate bday wth others,, i just clebrate it wth maself,,gives more loves to maself,,so, when they try to clebrate it,,ima kinda uhappy bcos ma time wth ma beloved self is disturb,,didnt mind if it 2 days or a day before,,but when it already 11 january 00:01 am,,just leave me alone wth maself,,,,,,,,,,,,~ just assume they dnt know,,who knows me?? nobody,,only me n maself~ aahhhhhhhh,,,i loves maself to0 much~
ahhhhaaaahhh,,one more thin'!! i cnt found ma HAEBARARKII!!
just wish someone gives me as a gift,,,~
wht i bought fo maself
#sandal
#bottle
#headphone
#jacket
#infinite n shinee 2012 calendar
*too much i think~=.=' who cares!!
ohoooo,,i talk too much today,,maybe its long time ima not post here,,,
too many stories to spilt out,,ahhahahhahahhahh,,,
me is me,,me is weirdo,,